I ironically left out the traditional type of fishcake commonly used in
Korea which is thin and rectangular shaped although that was the
inspiration to looking up the recipe for it.
Discovering that what I had made has the same salty, sweet and consistency of the fishball sauce I remember from primary school days was a pleasant surprise.
Those days of recess time where the fishballs deep fried in wantan skins and that big pot of sweet brown sauce to dip them in was just so divine.
I would eat that every day if the fishballs wasn't sold out. Back then it was only about 20 cents each!
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God have heard me.
November 15th I will officially go back to my old team.
The mind games that went on for a few weeks after I applied for the position was emotionally exhausting. I'm thankful I have managed to stay firm with my answers and reasons.
It is now over and I have signed the offer letter.
I find comfort in the redemption story that has unfold this last year.
Ex boss had promised that if it was possible, he would have me back.
And that have come to pass, 1 year and 3 months later.
I have not wanted anything as much as this for a while now.
Which made it harder to surrender to God.It was tough trying to keep the faith, believing His will for me and my desire to go will be the same.
Especially when the thoughts that my boss would also be praying to the same God persisted to make me feel smaller and unloved.
But God loves not one above the other. That is a truth no matter what happens.
It is still the truth to hold on to even if anyone deny me of things because of this choice that I have made.
There will be consequences, I am sure.
But knowing that God has won this battle for me makes me bolder and ready to stand firm for what I want and what I believe in.

























