Weeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!

My babies are here !!! With Abu & Rin!!!!!



London, Carter, Madeline, Channing, Charli, Star, Tasha, Frida & Tori...let's be a happy family along with your older sister Caitlin.

Thankfulness and heart sinkers

Today I am thankful what should have gone live last Friday without me, went live yesterday.

I am thankful for the Admin that stayed a little later to help me promote the map I had forgotten I've updated to for my go live.

I am thankful this trial run only had four files and I could resend them all.

But yet I feel like I've failed.
That a developer wannabe should never forget their map changes.
That his kids waited longer to be picked up because of my own silly forgetfulness.

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I knew today would happened.
That I'd be ask to play.

I wish I could tell you, it isn't you but me.
That I have all these diva requests that I make Nana fulfill in order to have me play.

I am not ready today.
Not impromptu like that.
But maybe someday, I will boldly request you to do the same as Nana.
Or not any of that nonsense at all.

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I hate that on top of a tough end to my work day, it had to be today that we analyzed cell.
That our opinions was gathered to most likely appease the upper authority.
That starting late is something only acknowledged for 'improvement', not for the self that is the reason we usually start late.
That as predicted, the loud toned "WHY?" came out.
That we couldn't just ponder on "Stinginess being the opposite of Greed." and the next Fruit of the Spirit.


Yet in all these things, I can only hope and depend on Him.
That everyday is a new day, every battle is His to bear.
That despite all I feel, His love never fails.