Thursday, June 25, 2009

A.D. day

Finally, the day has arrived.
It's ironic,
how it is prescribed with the lame excuse of 'helping' cope the side effects for another.
If he only knew......
I have wanted A.D.s for years.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Workout

Spent a marvelous hour up walking around Air Itam Dam today.
The drive up there was a little eeky for my first time and Odie was the only small car I saw up there but it was so worth it.
Despite the haze up there, there was a cool breeze and being shaded by trees most of the route was just so cooling.
The route is listed as 2.63km long, all around the dam.
There was some slopes that I frown at but they were manageable at turtle speed.
The only eeky part about the whole walk on my own is that there was something high above the trees that were screeching and screeching away and gave me the creeps that something might jump down to attack anytime.
I'm just so happy that I made it and have muscle aches to prove it.
That has to be the best workout ever for a working day!
Yes, I am that lame.....Hahahahaha!

Monday, June 22, 2009

Cool Mangosteen

Just yesterday I found out an interesting discovery about mangosteens.


Did you know that the number of petals of the flower shape thingy at the bottom of the mangosteen is the same number as how many pieces of flesh there will be inside?
Utter coolness!!!!!

So it's all fixed.
Set to run away.
Muahahaha!

Darling MOS, I'm coming for you.
Can't wait to have you again.
Muaks!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Altador......

It's that time of the year again.....

When I'm a tad hooked on Altador Cup....

I always forget when it starts and joins it abit late.....

And I am so sleepy after work and my med,

Yet here I am determined to raise my silly rank.

Yeah, this is the life after work for the next two weeks.

Monday, June 15, 2009

Bits and pieces...

Yellow tears has to be the coolest excretion so far my body has ever produced!
Thank you for sending me to the big giant teddy bear.....
****
For once I'm too lazy for words.
Been such a draining week.
***
If I hear anymore of that crap about me, somebody out there is going to get it.
Should have known this was coming.
**
All I have to do is dream.
Dream, dream, dream.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Of being cared by 3 kings..

Pantai Keracut.
I might still be stuck there if it wasn't for 3 Kings who kept me going on.
The last time I even went for any activity was 2 months ago.
So the muscle cramps was inevitable.

But seeing how they cared was something unexpected.
If they weren't already in my heart, they would have been now.
But instead, they just grew more roots there where it matters.

Friday, June 5, 2009

Light Shining out of Darkness

A story about the Victorian poet/hymn writer William Cowper illustrates how dramatically God’s grace can interact with our despair. Convinced he had committed the unpardonable sin, one day he left his home on a foggy London night and walked toward the Thames River, determined to commit suicide by drowning. As he walked, the fog grew thicker and he lost his way. After several hours of blind wandering, he found himself back at his doorstep. Astonished at God’s intervention, he wrote a poem that later became a beloved hymn:


God moves in a mysterious way
His wonders to perform;
He plants his footsteps in the sea,
And rides upon the storm.

Deep in unfathomable mines
Of never-failing skill,
He treasures up his bright designs,
And works his sovereign will.

Ye fearful saints, fresh courage take,
The clouds ye so much dread
Are big with mercy, and shall break
In blessings on your head.

Judge not the Lord by feeble sense,
But trust him for his grace;
Behind a frowning providence
He hides a smiling face.

His purposes will ripen fast,
Unfolding every hour;
The bud may have a bitter taste,
But sweet will be the flower.


Blind unbelief is sure to err,
And scan his work in vain;
God is his own interpreter,
And he will make it plain.


Olney Hymns (1779)--'Light Shining out of Darkness'

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Déjà vu

Déjà vu
It's that sense of familiarity
Surrounded by a bunch of people
You have come to love and respect
For each strengths and weaknesses
Just accepting no judging.

Here I really am
Having relationships with humans
With depths in such inexplainable forms
I never thought possible
Not in the real world
Not in this life time.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Word of the day

I was surfing around today and came across this.....

o bomb: worry = unbelief

“. . . do not worry about your life . . . .” Don’t take the pressure of your provision upon yourself. It is not only wrong to worry, it is unbelief; worrying means we do not believe that God can look after the practical details of our lives, and it is never anything but those details that worry us. Have you ever noticed what Jesus said would choke the Word He puts in us? Is it the devil? No— “the cares of this world” (Matthew 13:22 ). It is always our little worries. We say, “I will not trust when I cannot see”— and that is where unbelief begins. The only cure for unbelief is obedience to the Spirit.
The greatest word of Jesus to His disciples is abandon.

-from oswald chambers’ my
utmost for his highest, may 23


Surfing further into RBC's devotion for the day, there was this.......

If we are obsessed by God, nothing else can get into our lives— not concerns, nor tribulation, nor worries. And now we understand why our Lord so emphasized the sin of worrying. How can we dare to be so absolutely unbelieving when God totally surrounds us? To be obsessed by God is to have an effective barricade against all the assaults of the enemy.

"He himself shall dwell in prosperity . . ." (
Psalm 25:13 ). God will cause us to "dwell in prosperity," keeping us at ease, even in the midst of tribulation, misunderstanding, and slander, if our "life is hidden with Christ in God" (Colossians 3:3). We rob ourselves of the miraculous, revealed truth of this abiding companionship with God. "God is our refuge . . ." ( Psalm 46:1 ). Nothing can break through His shelter of protection.

-from oswald chambers’ my
utmost for his highest, june 2


One day at a time...
Do I rate them? What if...
One day at a time...

It's bits and pieces like this that keeps me tingling.
That keeps things real.




I'm not sure what you think.
All I know is that it's real to me
Ant it sets me free, alright
It is real to me
And it sets me free.
-Real To Me, Altered Frequency