The Break up

Dear map,

I'm sorry.
I don't want to give you up, but it seems like my time is up.
You are everything I thought was going to be easier.
But turns out you are so much more than that.
At the end of the day, I couldn't understand you in time for your launch.

Please know that this farewell is breaking my heart.
I don't know how to move on the next map.
Even now when I know I just have to, it is hard.

You are better off in another developer's hands.
One that has more experience in dealing with your type
May you shine brighter in those hands.

Goodbye.

Random thoughts after two sets.

'Do not be shy.'
'Hit harder. No one will condemn you.'

Lay aside the confusion and the chaos.
Look only at Him and align to His will.

'It is different when you play with confidence.'

The layers of self doubt can only come apart when you want it enough.
When you are willing to make mistakes and let all see it.

The toms call out to you; use me.
And you still hold yourself back a little.

But it is in this imperfection that God continues to work in you.
More and more.
Someday you are going to conquer it all.

Bethel concert 2017

There are events in life that happens to take you to a new level of perspective.
This was one of it.

Tonight, all that mattered was being refreshed and refocused in His presence.
In order to grow in the capacity that He has doubled.
And to not dread what may come each day, but with His confidence able to say, 'Bring it on, my God is greater than this.'

Broom service

This greeted me at my desk this morning.
Stark and smack center for all who passes my place to see.
Yet I was deliriously excitedly it has arrived from the USA.
To the point where I was taking photos of it.
It was so distracting that I had to moved it exactly hidden by my laptop screen to get any work done today.