Currently...

in the mood to say Nana's post has once again captured everything
I am right now.

Go read it, because she writes my thoughts better than I can.

Thankfuls
#107 For playing Judy on a weekend when I wasn't suppose to.
#108 For wise friends.
#109 For where I am and where I will be is in His hands.
#110 For good plans next week.

My grace is enough; it's all you need.

My strength comes into its own in your weakness.

Finally!

I wasn't expecting this to be so hard.
I had to redo like 6 out of 10 because Black Shatter only allow one coat with no overlapping or it's a goner.
And the consistency was irregular so I have a gumbo of streaks and patches.

Random @=.=@

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I can't paint until I'm done cooking tomorrow!




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It's been a LOUD week with Him.
And today had better been the FINALE. NO encore!!!!!!

Imagine goosebumps popping up to hear my inner most plans spoken out loud by a colleague who I've never mention or hinted anything to before. Heck, I haven't even prayed bout it!
She kept telling me not to laugh and that she was serious while outlining MY plans out loud, because my expression must have been like bemused or something.
(while I was actually trying really hard to keep a neutral expression and screaming 'S@!#!!!!' inside all over again)

He needs to stop doing that!!!!!!!

Rant over and out.

Lean On Me - Bill Withers

Finally took time to search out that bridge to David Story's 'I will be your solid ground'.
I knew it came from somewhere old.
This is such a classic! And it's been done over quite a couple of times since 1972.
Even by Glee, which I can't quite find on youtube!
Here's the original version.

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I almost screamed when I saw the email at work.

My colleagues had signed me up for leadership training with them,

without my knowledge, without my consent.

No, almost screamed was mildly putting it. >.<
I screamed "AHHH!!!! GOD, YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!!!" inside.
Really really really loud that I thought my colleagues could hear me coming out from my ears.
9 hours later, I still can't believe how in your face He can get when He wants to be.

I don't think I'm going to win this.
But then, it wasn't a battle in the first place, was it?
More like the struggle to not submit and surrender out of my comfort zone.
Nana says it's okay to be uncomfortable for it makes us push harder.
Vi says even as vessels, we the selves, wouldn't be forgotten. (I'm paraphrasing both.)

Well, despite this crappy state I'm in, I'm thankful for the friends who hear my rants (#106).
And give advices that grounds me despite my denials.
Here's to the mutual love for Nando's!!


Happy thoughts to look forward to this weekend.

~Black Shatter's arrived!
Can't wait to try it.

~Ps. Andy is preaching to the youth on Saturday.
Like maybe a dream could come through and AF would just happen to tag along....*swoon*