This is the dream I've been wanting. For that I am thankful. And I know I shouldn't feel left behind. Yet the price to pay feels like its too high. All that I've known and learnt this last seven years? The very people that I spent most of my waking hours with? Was splitting us up the only way? Help me to see the blessing and opportunity this is. Help me to focus on You on these unsteady waters. Help me to know that I am not alone in this.