"You cannot be a Christian all by yourself."
"Are you happy now?"
"What I've been doing there for 14 years?"
"Wherever you are, you will still be struggling. It's just whether you choose to struggle more or less."
"Don't put yourself in a situation where you know you won't be able to control your emotions."
I don't know which is the truth and which isn't.
20-40-40 ratio is what I'm sticking with.
The ones I choose to send into oblivion, hears a 40.
A handful knows the other 40.
One knows full well what 20 is.
I'm thankful in this difficult time for:
Big Bro calling.
Knowing I didn't like having to have made someone cry, assuring me that this was something that we have to deal with somehow.
"I am happy for you"
Words across the faraway that didn't condemn that I have disappointed him.
I'm going to move on believing in the 40, just as those that believe in me believes it too.
I just wished there was an easier way to do this.
