Now and Then

I reread my really old entries.
And it made me smile again.
Somehow, the old me encouraged the now me.

I read through this, and it was just speaking directly to what I'm facing through now.

I laughed at this, because I just bought a new tyre and had all the rest of them swapped around today...all by myself.
And I just remembered how amused I was at the shop, because the tyre man keep asking if I was still studying as I was sooo completely clueless about tyres.

And I had so many encouraging quotes.
Like this, rereading it made me smile as music always does..and also the realization that 'hey! I can keep time now!!' Haha!

Isn't it awesome how much has changed between now and then?

Big Love

It's been a boiling week, trying to keep temper in check when spurned on by people.
It's harder to accept her temper when the ones letting her get away with it are not of the same faith.

I don't understand how 'TA AI' can be greater than His love.
Yet I am witnessing such greatness at work.
Where does that leave us with our irratic tempers?
Redeemed, it's just so wrong.



Teach me how to love like You do.
Reveal Your plans for me.
Fill my heart with thanksgiving.
Let me constantly remember where I am, there You'll be.
Deeply loved as always.

I AM BACK!

I loved having drumsticks in my hands.
Despite the knowledge that I'll probably hit him with them.
Which I did.

I loved playing both Syndy and Judy.
The monitor was crap about their beautiful voices though.

I loved my corner.
It felt good to be dropping off a little, while sermon was going on.

I loved being told that two weekends is something.
That it's noticeable when I'm not around.
I was touched to hear that.
Despite the sudden thought now that maybe that's because of my size.

I loved the chocolate cake in church today.
Reminded me of Christmas because it was baked by the same aunty who does it for her Christmas house party.

I loved being myself buying a ticket to FEVER on the condition I get a ride from slave driver.
Despite the awkward stares for such a request.

I loved being able to bless others.
Even more because it's currently a devious plan kept in secret from the slave driver.

I loved holding the heavy camera, taking lame shots.
And getting rare gems in the midst of many many blur shots.

I'm thankful for being loved so greatly today.
In the little things that happen and make my heart bursting to just pass them on.

FEVER

I'm going to this!
Can't wait. Like, I'm feverish bout it. Haha!

Will you go too?

Words in the night

There was a line from one of the judges that was touched and wept on SYTYCD that went like this;

"Sometimes we are so focus on the steps that we forget about dance"

and he went on to praise the dancer for doing both very well.



The words struck a chord, and all I could think of was;

"Sometimes we are so focus on the chords that we forget about worship"